As a youth, exclusion and comparison were paramount in determining preference. Throughout the years, inclusion became the goal as was acknowledging the myriad combinations and utilities of any given decision making process. The plethora of potential possibilities marked the indecisiveness with overwhelming confusion.
Though, one day, something that has been desired without knowledge finally takes shape; there is finally some concept of what that desire needs to be in a physical form. The next step is always finding a way to come into a state of constant proximity; to achieve "possession" of the desired "thing".
If there is an answer on how to achieve, then should the overall complexity of it be more complex than the sum of the whole of the parts?
It is numbing and the only feeling is that of the icy cold stressed blood running through the veins like a river from distant arctic rains. Life, spent looking into the sky to disguise the tears. The moisture, coalescing to slide to an open air free fall.
Smile for the good things, not to hide the pain. :-)
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